Peniel: When I first came to Korea after being casted by JYP, there were a severe anti-American sentiment all over Korea (mentioning the specific incident). At that time as fans threw lots of trash in front of the company, I am still kind of scary till now. I don't know what I can say and can't say. And I lived so freely when I was in America, but here in Korea, I wasn't allowed to go out except Sunday. I was so frustrated at the first time. I don't think I am 100% in synch with Korean culture. It would be a lie to say that it suits me well. But, I am thankful that the members helped a lot.